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I prefer Bulgaria over US because that's where I was born. Whenever I'd be there every summer,
all the old ladies would always ask me, "Okay, have you changed your mind yet? Do you still like
it here more than there." But my answer never changed. Fictional characters in fiction books sometimes can relate to my problems or issues I have at the moment.
But lately, my minds been changing. I met this guy, (I know you shouldn't change your dreams or goals because of teenage relationship), and I know that teenage relationships have a 99% chance of failing but it's just something about this. I'm not saying we're going to grow up, get married, and have kids, but he's opened my eyes to the possibilities, options, and opportunities I have in the States compared to in Europe or anywhere else. I think I should maybe consider finishing university or college here & thennnn think about moving somewhere......
I don't know, it's just all confusing, I can't chose what I want. I feel like these couple of months will be the most difficult and stressful ones of my life.